there you go . i will never appear in your life any longer

I cant believe everything that you just tweet . As if im nothing to you and that you really want to push me away from your life . never mind . if that is what you really want , then I'll step back and I think that i just gave up on you . thank you for everything that you have done . I have to admit that it wont be easy to completely forget everything about you . I can't even slip my eyes away from your twitter account for 10 seconds . I'm stalking everything that you do cause I really care for you . I truly am . but yeah , you've said it . you dont want me in your life anymore , true ? damn i'm about to cry but errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . sigh . but i want you to know that i cared about you so much that the first thing that i do when i wake up is to text you to know if everything's fine . the same goes to when im about to fall asleep . and never stop texting you for more than 10 minutes .but the thing is , I haven't  received any replies from you since the beginning of the holiday . and that kills me like shredding my skin bit by bit . I know that we have nothing special on going between us . but it's just that I want you to know how I value our relationship and how I've been trying to keep us close together . but i guess that I'm just not the right person who can actually open your heart to the deepest stage . and your heart has spoken that you don't actually need me , do you ? so I'm wishing you all the best in life and hope that everything goes well . and maybe someday you will find someone much much much better than me that you can TWEET all those sweet things together like you already did . sorry . i can't control my feelings . words can't describe how sad I am and I have no idea how I'm gonna go through this holidays without you in my life . sigh .