i need strength :'|

em hati orang memang tak leh nak diduga , betul ? mak selalu cakap 'hati orang lain lain' tapi nak buat hati orang tu suka dekat kita memang payah kan ? tapi orang pun selalu cakap kalau lagi susah nak buat hati orang tu suka dekat kita lagi special lah dia . em betul ke ? well i tried so hard to hold on to this statement. dah tak tahan sabar dah ni. rasa macam dah nak give up je. why everyone seems to be so easy to find their so-called 'the one' while for me , it's hard as hell, you know. i'm trying to be grateful of what i have but it feels so incomplete when you're ignoring me .i tried so hard to get to you , to know you better and even to be closer with you but instead , what i get in return is nothing. Ya Allah , give me strength :'|