Hai assalamualaikum
I don't talk about this at all for the past few years but I lowkey feel like I miss being in a relationship.......?
For those who ask (well not that many tbh), I don't have anyone special at the moment and it has been this way since I first came to the US. I cant lie that there are times when I feel like I want to have someone but I tried so hard to bury that feeling because I don't want to end up being hurt or hurting anyone again. What if things don't last and things went south between us?
I am not trying to deny what I feel and should feel, my heart is open to anyone honestly. I just feel like my studying years wasn't exactly the right time to be in any relationship. But now that it's 2021 and I have nothing to do, I feel like it'd be great sometimes to have someone to talk to and tell them how my days went. It doesn't necessarily have to be a romantic relationship, a good friend is enough. Still, my biggest concern of how 'clingy' I would be worries me. They say don't start a relationship if you cant take another heartbreak. As coward as it sounds, maybe some things are better to play it safe.
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